A moment of seriousness

 Yeah, a moment of seriousness...there aren't many since I can't be serious too much.Most of the time I am head clouded(this expression exists, right?:))(I just checked and it doesn't!!{my bad}.).To correct myself: I am a with head in the clouds. OK , enough with the brackets, they confuse me:)
Back to the so called "serious moment"....here I go.
I only have this summer and my last year of  high school to decide on the faculty I will go.It looks like I have a lot of time, but I don't  because I have absolutely NO idea on what I want to do.There are just a few options that rushed into my head but I don't  these are good choices.(or most of the people I talked with, told me so)

And things get more stressful since everybody has expectations on me.Yeah, I love my relatives...
Anyway, there's a part of me that wants to be a doctor. Now I don't know if this is due to my obsession for Grey 's anatomy or I really want to be one.

But  something tells me that Grey 's anatomy has a lot to do with it.(ha ha)
But I would like to be a doctor.It's a beautiful job, you get to save lives(or at least try), you feel that you make a change.That's how I see things.

There are a few other options but I don't want to bore you with them:)
I just hope that I will decide and make a good choice and do something I like.(I am pretty pessimistic about this right now but I will get my optimism back(hope so:))